Do I really need a title?

I think I'm developing something that at first I would like to deny, but slowly I realize that I do feel this way. But it's not that big of a concern...I'm kinda regretting the plans I make sometimes. Sometimes I do prefer to be by myself and I'd rather not go out. But sometimes I think it has to do with me just being lazy and not wanting to leave the house. But then again, I DO look forward to hanging out with people.

Can you say confusing?

I can't help but question what my views are on life & what my priorities are. And I'm trying to be less narcissistic, even when it comes to blogs. It's bad to focus on one's self. Maybe that's why I have a problem with socializing.

So new topic...
are chronic liars even liars to themselves? Maybe lying to a complete stranger is ok. Say a girl needs to get out of a bad encounter with a guy who is persistant with asking her out. She would lie. Or what about white lies? As small & harmless as it is, the damage isn't big & it benefits the person receiving the lie. But there's the liar that lies even to those that the liar knows he/she can trust, like family & friends. Makes you question whether that person even knows him/herself. They might start believing their own lies.

*20 mins later*

i hate & love my thunder thighs.

Current thoughts in my head:
a) get a pair of wedges & heels (preferably these)



b) watch Amelie


c) moving to Brooklyn does not seem like a bad idea



i need a job. i'm sick of free-loading off my parents & i'm tired of being stuck with no one to hang out with because everyone's working.
plus i can use the dinero.
then again, who doesnt? :P

-M

PS i don't mean to sound depressing/cynical in my entires so if i do, don't take it the wrong way.